It's already the third week of 2017
I'm still mingle around to find out what to write
And yet to say
Back to school for the second week
It's brings me nothing but stress life that start to appear in my head
It's a New Year
Everyone wish to have some resolution ?
People say that a new year brings new luck and anything
Lot of wishes and bucket lists bear in mind in every single person
I think 2017 will become a great year to me, I wish
I wish the year that I turned 21 brings me laugh and joy
Don't mind that comes with some tears
because sometimes people go ups and downs
2016 was a shitty year for me
It came with a lot of problems, make people depressed
Maybe it means nothing to someone but
I think i have had it enough, Yeah glad that is passed
Do you ever have this thought in your mind
Like every decision you had made was wrong
And you think about the attitude you have towards people
Sometimes you asked yourself, am I worth of these
When you went through it
All the things you ever hold up before turns shit
This kind of process just keep repeating
So there's the question
You'll keep pretending nothing is happen
but deep down you can't deny it slowly changed
But why ?
Why this is happening
I went through some mind breaking today
Well, i'm gonna say that
I not that good person nor perfect one
There's a lot of problems and questions in me
It was just so reconciled
At that moments, i just want my mind to break down
I don't give a damn shit, ok
I hate those voice and I hate those 'treat'
And I want to say Shut up
The world is so cruel
It makes you to face the truth and
One day you just need to get up and keep going
Put down all those unwilling things
Try to be a stronger person ?
And the times come, you need to move on
Well well well, this is the final/last mistake to me
Promise to myself
See the right things with your eyes
Hear the right things with your ears
Try to be more confident to myself ?
Deal ? deal
Hey Girl
just want to shout it loud
be better and more than it
you can do it , CHEERS
And so, HAPPY NEW YEARS