BYE! 2016

It's already the third week of 2017

I'm still mingle around to find out what to write 

And yet to say 

Back to school for the second week 

It's brings me nothing but stress life that start to appear in my head

It's a New Year 

Everyone wish to have some resolution ? 

People say that a new year brings new luck and anything 

Lot of wishes and bucket lists bear in mind in every single person

I think 2017 will become a great year to me, I wish 

I wish the year that I turned 21 brings me laugh and joy 

Don't mind that comes with some tears 

because sometimes people go ups and downs 

2016 was a shitty year for me 

It came with a lot of problems, make people depressed 

Maybe it means nothing to someone but 

I think i have had it enough, Yeah glad that is passed

Do you ever have this thought in your mind 

Like every decision you had made was wrong 

And you think about the attitude you have towards people 

Sometimes you asked yourself, am I worth of these 

When you went through it

All the things you ever hold up before turns shit 

This kind of process just keep repeating 

So there's the question 

You'll keep pretending nothing is happen

but deep down you can't deny it slowly changed 

But why ? 

Why this is happening 

I went through some mind breaking today 

Well, i'm gonna say that 

I not that good person nor perfect one 

There's a lot of problems and questions in me 

It was just so reconciled 

At that moments, i just want my mind to break down

I don't give a damn shit, ok 

I hate those voice and I hate those 'treat'

And I want to say Shut up 

The world is so cruel 

It makes you to face the truth and 

One day you just need to get up and keep going 

Put down all those unwilling things 

Try to be a stronger person ?

And the times come, you need to move on 

Well well well, this is the final/last mistake to me 

Promise to myself 

See the right things with your eyes 

Hear the right things with your ears 

Try to be more confident to myself ? 

Deal ? deal 

Hey Girl 

just want to shout it loud 

be better and more than it 

you can do it , CHEERS 

And so, HAPPY NEW YEARS