倾诉

每个月的几天， 都感觉特别颓废

或许只是思想的太多 、 自己给自己烦恼

这个月进行trial exam 实话实说 我并没有那么的充份准备 

非常羡慕那些读书技巧厉害的人，佩服啊佩服啊 

怎么说呢、今天试考高数呢 

对我打击非常大 、 拿到考卷的那个时刻

我败下了 。 

我总以为凡事做事都对自己有信心

才能靠得更好的结果

但是现实本来就没我们想象的那么简单

这一次考不好、 下一次在努力

我们还有多少的时间可以重来 可以浪费？

就因为对自己有信心、 我对自己的要求都很高  失败的时候、 那种感觉真不好受。 摔得真的很痛 

当作没事 劝自己看开点 、事情终会变好

我把目标推得远远的 远距离看着他 

感受被遗弃的滋味 、累得想大笑

或许是我太复杂、把世界看得太颜色化

追寻新的刺激 新的启发 新的希望

其实是想把自己活得更精彩、靓丽动人

其实心里最在意是别人的评论

我还是想说 ：

dot judge people by his cover . 

你不是我 、你不懂我 

你和我相处的时间 我用手指头都能算出

我不喜欢讲话？ 很酷很硬脾气得什么的

不了解就别随便说出 你没资格 

我承认自己对人处事不自然 

但实话这里有一句 ： 你没好到能让我发自内心看待你 是你没那么本领 怪不得人

Haze gonna take me off

Well , here am I . After passing through this month , really need to put great effort at it . So , I just do whatever I can , and I can't give My words that I will get it .

I duno how to start my words 

Maybe it's too much of rubbish to say 

I'm in the horrible situation .

The most important thing that influence me a lot this month is the class 

There are so many suck stuff happens 

For the first , I just wanna to talk about my graduation trip for this end of year .

Anger was fully fill in my heart when I started planned these or those

Maybe , maybe that not their fault ,

Maybe is because we are just different 

You are so different than I thought 

You you you and yours z  suddenly I just felt dissappointed 

For all the attitude that I saw 

I'm not judging everyone in my class , 

Just need a way to relax and talk some kind of messy stuff .

Dun ever tears you drop for a useless reason , I hate it and I'm done for it .

There is not the way to do for this , and maybe you just need to be 

More brave and independent .

Lifeless

Ugh , Sunday is the day I like the most 

No tuition , no need wake up early 

And , no stress . 

Feel free to laugh at yourself , even you Do something that normally calls for embarrassment . 

Do you often think that you look quite idiot in front of others?  

Keep answering myself why and why 

Though I knew it won't have any result 

Next , starting my holiday and I prefer playing to studying all the times I stick with my lovely books 

Well , now I'm in the hair salon , accompany my mummy 

That's  a baby crying to her dad because she didn't want to cut her dumping hair haha 

And I not quite sure whether she is she/he . Lol

Do all the good you can by all the means you can ,

In all the way you can , in all the places you can 

At all the times you can,to all the people you can 

As long as you can ! 

Day by day

Hey guys , here I come 

After so many days or month , I probably think that should update my blog .

Okaysss , just a simple and short detail 

My school is having holidays , for about two weeks . It's the time to relax or you can say - its time for spm students to put on their effort . 

Countdown already had began since last week 

And 90 something days for spm 

30 something's days for trial spm

Pressure days from this moment . 

I plan that I should study hard for this two weeks and having on diet again cuz I realize I'm getting fat ! Lolz , maybe it's 

I do have many friends , normal friend , nice friends , real friends , best friends and' fake' friends . 

Appreciate what I have now , although it didn't sound like that 

These days , I always think of him 

Ya , probably is I miss him a lot when I heard someone talking about him again . We're not friend anymore , hmm I think is ? Almost one year , wish thing can go through more better than today . 

Stay calm , keep walking .

And , want to share some feelings that I love it so much at here . 

I got a brother which we call 'Kai' didi

In Cantonese  or Chinese .

I love depend on others when I truly think he/she is the one that I treat him like he did it for me too

He looks super cute in my eyes , although he like to argue with me , make fun and have some wierd attitude .

I think baby is a mindful man to girl/woman 

Today having dinner in Mami house 

I feel terrible touched when he act like that to me !!! How sweet and blessed.

Most important , I love them , very much 

Don't let it break you , whether  its hard or tough 

Miss my bro too , too many many many months didn't meet and I almost forget his pig face . Just hope he will take care of himself  , don't always get sick , and be happy always .

Lastly , for my family , my friends , my sweethearts , may god bless you . God  always in our heart .