Piss off

Getting to tear up 

What should I do ? 

I knew it since learn to be independent 

I am truly idiot and bustard 

Always try to get this things fix 

But it always bring screw up to the end . 

Sad case ! How terrible day

Did you ever care about people feeling 

Just one time , you never 

You talk what you want to say

You split it out 

You tear the scar of people 

And you just dun think you're wrong 

You are freaking a dick . 

How awkward when there are seeing you 

They trust you believe you rely on you 

And you just broke what that give to you 

You shout out what you meant 

And don't understand how stupid you are

Just learnt to be care 

To the people who love you 

To the relative 

And yet , your family .

Sometimes , I just hope that sorry can make things easy 

But that is just ridiculous .

Don't even think that when you're saying out , people who get hurt will recover . 

There're still here 

告别高中生涯

2013 - 10 - 30 

毕业典礼在今天举行了 

像往年一样 ， 分校学生都回总校一起庆祝

礼堂不大不小 、 但是给我了一个快乐的回忆 

昨晚严重失眠，黑眼圈应该变严重了

失眠不是因为太兴奋、 而是渐渐习惯失眠的日子

早上到了茶餐厅 、亲手拿了我所设计的班服、朋友问起有没有成就感的那一刻

我真的觉得幸福满满 、这大概谁第一次那么认真对待一件事物

我喜欢画画 、画出各种各样的生态 

所以这就叫兴趣呗 不论丑或美

我不喜欢总校 或许因为不是自己待惯了的地方 排斥感有那么一点点

我也不喜欢那里的学生或老师

觉得在那里的我完全被无视 你在哪里什么都不是

今天的日子有点感触 

朋友哭泣的时候  眼泪差一点跟着掉落 

我告诉自己不能哭 今天是开心的日子

分离的那一天还没来临

你问我 伤不伤感 ： 没有的话 是假话吧

我在振华就读五年 认识也结交了不少朋友 

人生嘛 总有去 总有留 

有些形同陌人。有些好到能一起吃同样的和同样的

其实我觉得自己占有欲蛮强的

看到自己认为的好朋友也能跟别人那么好  心里有股冲动 xxxx

但我时常告诉自己 他们不是你的所有物 

你没资格拦阻 

尽量与所有人相处 慢热的我

有时会很累 。

羡慕那些人 羡慕那些事 

其实我也只不过活了17 年

有谁没犯过错 有谁没失误过 

我不知道我现在是以什么养的心情面对考试 

我只知道 考不好 前途没了 希望没了

尝试的机会也会丢失

我日夜用这话语催眠 安慰自己

这是我的救生圈 。 

我没有小说里所谓的百分百勤劳 

偷个小懒 谁不会呢？ 

我想要的是什么  、 想实现的事？

等着吧。我会找出自己的钥匙

打开那所谓属于我i 的未来 

Noted !

JUST BEFORE THE DAWN , WHEN THE LIGHT'S STILL GONE
SHINE SHINE YOUR WAY .


well , start my blog with the song lyrics .
shine your way - the croods
i guess is the most like song for me , these days
Because , when i feel like i mostly lost my way , i'll hear it .
It's a good guide . HA !


And , i wont update the blog today if someone don't rush me .
Feel so touch that you know somebody is concern about you |
and always follow your status .
LA..La..  and you know who am i talking about /


O)kay , start to write about my situation
arhg .... now the date is 10/13 already
time really make people anxious
MY spm is getting close and close ...
Finished my second trial exam \
i just taught that this exam really waste mt precious time .


Orz , this month i stop my data .
Maybe i think it could concentrate myself .
i think this really works , but less chat with bro and friends also /
but i determine myself? ?? LOL i will  open it again after spm


Next， my class is prepared the graduation performance
and i'm not taking apart .
the T-shirt , i guess we can't have it before the graduation days \
really feel sorry to this thing


So , after Spm what should i go for study ?
I have my own opinion .
what i persist is not study in UTAR
I knew many of them said that this is a very good campus
But , all i want is
get myself in a new enviroment .
New school , New place ，new friends .
errrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhh , hopefully it wont screw up .


so , just skip other things . I will blog it again sooon

This is ... Life

Perfectly , things go through in what it supposed to be . 

I'm still in where I belong to , life goes on

Trial exam is finally really over . 

Feel like it is not important anymore ?

I just guess that , maybe ... Suppose .. Or .. Just need to let things go 

You messed up this time , you put more effort on it . So , this is the words I should remember it for the continuosly months . 

Hope it really works on me . 

Seriously , I knew my Chinese subject was out of title . Hopping that it will not that worst than I thought . Geeeeee

And , it's happy to say 

My own class graduation trip 

Was finally , completely settled . 

I knew how terrible the job was , 

And I knew I won't success it without my friends . They helped me a lot . Thanks so much .

Far and far , now we are discussing on our t-shirt ... Well , I guess I'll try my best to do it 

Just  dun really want the things happen again . Buzzz

Ahh , this few days, I'm watching the global we are married . 

Honestly , I like guigui and tachyeon , pretty love this couple . 

I was touched by tachyeon when that times he gave the proposal to guigui 

Tears drop !!!!! Romantic lah 

Althought I think he is not such enthusiasm at guigui , but I can feel how real is his smile whenever they were together . Guiiiiiguiiiii is the cutest lah...

Actually , I still have so much to type it out . Whenever I feel cold , I hope that someone will realize it . Not hoping your help or anyelse , just hope that someone could understand me . Say it out deep in my heart . 

Goodnight , world . Tomorow is the better day for me and for yours .