2013年12月1日
2013-12-01
2013年11月2日
Piss off
2013年10月30日
告别高中生涯
2013年10月13日
Noted !
SHINE SHINE YOUR WAY .
well , start my blog with the song lyrics .
shine your way - the croods
i guess is the most like song for me , these days
Because , when i feel like i mostly lost my way , i'll hear it .
It's a good guide . HA !
And , i wont update the blog today if someone don't rush me .
Feel so touch that you know somebody is concern about you |
and always follow your status .
LA..La.. and you know who am i talking about /
O)kay , start to write about my situation
arhg .... now the date is 10/13 already
time really make people anxious
MY spm is getting close and close ...
Finished my second trial exam \
i just taught that this exam really waste mt precious time .
Orz , this month i stop my data .
Maybe i think it could concentrate myself .
i think this really works , but less chat with bro and friends also /
but i determine myself? ?? LOL i will open it again after spm
Next, my class is prepared the graduation performance
and i'm not taking apart .
the T-shirt , i guess we can't have it before the graduation days \
really feel sorry to this thing
So , after Spm what should i go for study ?
I have my own opinion .
what i persist is not study in UTAR
I knew many of them said that this is a very good campus
But , all i want is
get myself in a new enviroment .
New school , New place ,new friends .
errrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhh , hopefully it wont screw up .
so , just skip other things . I will blog it again sooon
2013年9月13日
This is ... Life
2013年9月6日
倾诉
2013年8月23日
Haze gonna take me off
2013年8月3日
Lifeless
2013年8月2日
Day by day
2013年6月22日
Blanks
2013年5月27日
Midnight of the day
Hey guys, know what the days now?
Okies! It's holidays.
First, have to tell yours Happy holidays for about two weeks.
January, February, March, April, and this month is May. Times really gone fast
For me, spm is getting closer and closer. And ,the mid year exam over ald, what my feeling was. I finally get through it,
Really really gonna say it, I did all the subjects by myself! In those three weeks, I thought I may die or tired until can't sleep, I re-study all the subjects as more as I could.
And what I want to say is, I didn't cheat during exam!!! I did it all by myself
Ugh, just forget about whether it's wrong or incorrect, and there a little bit tricky question need to be asked sometimes. But, seriously I did it without cheating and questioning anymore.
I thought it may a good beginning for me, and I gonna keep this until the end .
Support? Hahahah sureee !
Next, last Saturday went to Taylor's university with school team and friends.
We met new friends and have so much of funs I never had.
Those sweets memories and pictures are the best things that proved .
I'm a driver now , drive my own car, it really exciting and extremely _____
Don't you ever thinking that one day you put up your shoes, steps into the car and control it by yourself.
What I feel is, such fantastic
Seventeen girl,
For the next ten years, there's a twenty seven woman.
She might be gorgeous, talent, faithful, adorable, failure, unmistakable
There's no such things of get to know of future, and prepared before it.
What she can do is,
Follow your heart, do what you want, whatever is it, wherever it be, whenever it happened, you won't feel guilty because you already did it, don't you?
I'm not going to say what I did or think is mature . But I gonna proved that I'll never regret and confuse the passed.
Sometimes it hard to adapt and accept,but everything need to try before you make the conclusion.
Hope and prefer never have the same meaning. I hope you can do the best, but whatever you choose, I support you as long as we been together.
I prefer you to do the right things,it doesn't mean that I rejected the choice you make, it just probably not right at all, and I'd find the better way for you.
I'm just fine with all the things that mixed with love. I know I may never show it, but it really make me think that I'm disgusting for it.
Girls, if you never trust your boys, for only once ,so why did you have a relationship with them? Did it so great to have this type of action? Guess you never know that best friendship care about feeling, not the motion ,pictures and conversation. None of it.
In my secondary school
Form one, I still remembered I was a fatty girl. I met one girl that special for me.She is quite shy, and quite anytime. Because of her, study is not a hard works for me.
Form two, I met my best friend and best boy friend. She's caring, taking care of me all the times, we knew each others and get better by the time passed. He gave me a good image when we first met, tall, white and shine eyes all the time.
They're my best friends ever and ever
Form three, this was a crazy year for me. He the one who give happiness and craziness for us. And, he's the one who make me feel that he is very very shy and unsuitable with them ,at all .
But, there's mistakes always. Although they have different attitude, but they are the noisiest boys in that class.
I'm proud of them
Form four, separate class finally
We're all in different class, as usual
This year, he's the one who most close with me, we having same tuition, talking together, playing together. Best memories always gone fast.
Form five, this is the last year for me in secondary school.
I'll fulfill the days that left.
And making it a best conclusion at the last of the pages.
Thus, goodnight to my dearest, sweet dreams, my love will always be with yours.
2013年4月5日
四月的晚上、
我想你了 ,希望一刻都不离开你
三月假期终于结束了 ,生活回到轨道上
开学的日子还是一样让人想睡觉
但我会用心、专心、努力、对待每一件事
我对自己许了一个愿望 、有点不切实际
但有希望总能达到的
这个大大的愿望 装忙了许多小小的希望
我不用口说 、时间总能证明一切
让我们对未来的自己加把劲
觉得自己有恋母情结
母亲刚离开的第一天 、思恋沾满我的心
就好像等待着糖果的小孩、盼望妈妈的归来
妈妈常说 、这是人生之路
好好享受这一路的旅程 、 是身为孩子的责任
我非常依赖她
我不懂这是好事 还是坏事?
但起码 、我不排斥
习惯什么时都对你说 、聊聊彼此 、说说闲话
啊 , 感慨女生总是这样
你是我心灵的支柱 T^T
每次听朋友对我的看法
刚开始不认识觉得很斯文 、 认识了觉得不像女的
朋友对我的了解
母亲桥身惯养的小公主
每次听了 、都会觉得有一点点的失望
我不否认 、但我也没同意
我想表达的是 、每个女孩都是自己父母眼中的公主
某某时刻会有不同的心情与想法
我有过两种
我很骄傲 、能过作为妈妈的小公主
这是无人能代替的
我自信、我潇洒 、我洒脱
一句话 、 我活的毫无顾虑
我会愤怒
接着会开始检讨自己哪个举止让人有这样的想法?
迫切希望自己快点长大 、学会独立 、自立和自律
我又会开始碎碎念 、胡思乱想 !
近路四月头了、 重复对自己说要加倍努力 、
我害怕 让任何一个对我有期望的人失望
这感觉 、并不好受
但我知道自己几根葱
很多时候 、人总是喜欢在嘴上说说而已
可能他们真的有认真想去完成那件事?
我又给了自己一个问题了
暂时什么都不想、 读书最快乐 、最重要 !
2013年1月19日
A girl's Dream
The painter has the Universe in his/her mind and hands
When i was a kid , i start drawing , painting .
If you ask me , why you like to draw so much ?
I really duno , i think i'll answer you about
I like Drawing , it means my life . when i have a pen in my hand
my mind will start thinking and create much and much idea.
And it is great . very great .
because , I do love it .
I'm in my own world , nobody will disturb you .
What you need to do is , enjoy yourself in your art .
I believe in what i do and in my art or music ,
and in that respect you can call me that ,
I believe in what i'll do , i i'll say it out .
I wish to be a designer , or an artist .
I wonder to spent all my life in this regard .
IT EASY TO SAY AND HARD TO DO IT
For a 17 years old girl , thier future is very important .
And i've thought , I 'll be an architecture .SOON .
my mum had encourage me to do art .
If i like to , she wont stop me .
and i really want it .
But i not dare too , such annoying to myself .
I admire those painters .
They just like discard everything ,
I dunno . what is their feeling ?
It must be so great
Maybe just have someone who never know what they are ,
but i think i get it .
Cause i believe , Imagination rules the world . and myy world .
Everyone have their own pie in the sky . And i proud of mine .
Because when you love something ,
you want to do it all the time, even is no one paying you for it
At least that's how i felt about drawing.
Maybe , I'll be an artist ? Do I ? HAHA
this such thing cannot be expected . But if in the future
I really an artist , and i would say to myself .
You gain your world , and done your dream .
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2013年1月1日
I'm 17 . a form five student . All i want to say is : New year New life .
It's hard to believe , time really flues fast . Today is open school day
5 murni , my new class . i have new friend , and some old friend in ths class
I sit alone in this classs , this year .
Hmmm, it's a rare feeling . I feel uneasy . It has a empty space beside you
make you so scared . and
you dont even need to talk . LIke , face a wall .
I'm sad , and a little bit mad . for the teacher , and my friend
I dont want to break up two of them . though we are closest
I think im a bad guy , although they are well-intentioned
I am very uncomfortable , today .
I feel like im lost to rely . someone had left me alone
i told my mum just now , she sad : slowly get used to
You get more attention . more independent , more hardworking
Did i really could handle it ?
I dun no
Maybe it's a chance for me .
Seize this opportunity , change it , and you be a more great girl .
One year , I really hope it gone fast .
All i need is . courage .
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